Myself alone = NOTHING

I trusted in my habilities, but I couldn’t win. I got upset because the Lord had told me that I would be the best, I got mad and cried deeply, I really wanted it!!!

And through my weeping I wondered why had the Lord told me that ‘I was not a Loser, and that I was victorious. What for?? ‘ Although my mind deleted that info right away, it couldn’t bare the idea of a liar God. 

My mind on conflict as always made a conclusion: I trusted myself, and I AM NOTHING, I am simply nothing what can I do without my God? NOTHING!

I kind of slapped my Father face when I told him that I could do it on my own, that I didn’t needed him at all; and again he proved me wrong.

 I can do nothing without my Lord,

I am nothing without my Everlasting Father,

Without him there’s nothing.